Every year my eldest daughter gets everything she have on her wish list but this year Santa got her one thing out from her wish list. We feel so bad but we are out budget this year so as Santa but they still got a lot of little gift and some rewards from credit cards, coke and more and it really saved as this christmas. And Santa still got stuff for stocking so were good.

I thought I was ganna give up Santa but I my husband wants to save the spirit of Santa and its not for us to decide about her belief on Santa. This year it snowed non stop even christmas eve, we still tried to see Santa at the mall but when we got there the line was so long because everybody couldn't see Santa early this year because of the snow so the mall is pack. Well we went around just to see Santa from far and I told my elder daughter that just whisper from where we stand to santa on what she wants this year. Not sure if she did but that’s it we decided not to stand on the line to see Santa so we head to the Target store but soon after, we have to abandon them to our parents because shopping with them specially from S____ is not working.

My 9yrs old kid believe in Santa Clause even her friends told her that he's not real. No she said he's real. That night she have carrots for all the Santa's reindeers, milk and cookies for Santa and a letter in her night stand. She wrote him a letter because she didn't got to see him this year. We find it really cute and sweet.

In the country I came from kids belief are different. Most of them are liberated about this stuff. But I, when I was a kid I believe Santa helps our parents so they can buy a gift for as or just something for christmas and new year. And even when they can't afford gift we are still happy and our christmas is always merry and we are healthy and that’s all that matters. Traditionally we have a fest on christmas eve and after midnight and we can't afford to cook a lot of food for the fest we make sure we have bread and peanut butter but every after midnight our neighbors, and relatives comes and bring us food to share. Now that’s what you call Giving which is Christmas is what is all about. And we thanks God and Santa for helping our family all the year.